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School is alright. I like all my teachers and my classes. I'm still glad 2marrow is Friday though :) I need sleep.

Jessica has been staying with me forever. I think this is her now lol. We have fun 2gether. She got her lisence 2day which is cool.

Tomarrow Nina, me and Brittany are gunna go to Ryan and Jerods and then walk up to the Robinhood for Etched In Pain (Ryan and Jerods band) Endface, KKC, SBB, and another band. I'm sure it'll be a good show so every1 should go. I'm staying at Ryans all weekend. Can't wait. I love spending time with his sexy ass.

ha well Jess is here so i'm out.

so yesterday Jess and I went to Trevors in Kent and then to Eriks in Akron cuz Ryan was over there so Erik could teach the new Erik all of the songs for their show on the 10th. We hung out there for a while and then went to Dustins.

Today i've done nothing but lay around and sleep. Ryans coming over soon and he's gunna go to the game with me cuz Jess wants me to go to watch her cheer. So we're gunna get really fucked up and then walk over there and then i'll prolly end up staying at Ryans.

School starts Tuesday :(. I have 4 classes with Stacy though which is cool..

Well i'm bout to go get in the shower..

Nothing exciting has really happened since the last time I updated.

I had a party Saturday.. a lot of people came but i didn't even know most of them. I got pretty drunk.... Then I made every1 leave so I could go to Ryans house with him cuz Jerod was having ppl over there. We had a good time and took a long walk around campus. Talked a lot.. it was nice. I am completely in love with him and will marry him one day. I love it that he lives right by campus. There are tons of college kids walking around everywhere and parties at every house. We go invited by people we didn't even know to come party with them.

Today Jess called me at 12 and woke me up and then came over. I babysat my neice so my mom and sister could go to the bank to open up a checking account cuz my mom thinks she won the lottery. I'm hopeing it's real. $615 thousand would be really nice right now. lol. Then I went to Ryans and woke him up.. after he left for work I left and stopped by jess's and me her and Katie went to Bretts and chilled for a bit then came back here and just sat around and talked.

School starts in a week, The new school is really nice tho. Me and Jess walked over there today to check it out. We were inside for a while and then we got kicked out cuz its not open to the public yet.. ehh. gay. But I am for sure gunna get lost.

well i'm off to bed.

not much has been going on. Yesterday me and Brittany went to Ryan and Jerods for a bit she had to be home at 7 though cuz she started school 2day. After that I went to Aprils and me Stacy April and aprils sisters and her friend went to the Fair. Some crazy shit went down there. My cousin stabbed some1. I know it sounds fucked up but it was basically self defense. 280648620 guys against him and his trying to walk away from it and them not leaving him be ... what was he supposed to do? So yeah he went to jail but his dad bailed him out so now he'll prolly just get probation. Besided all that the fair was pretty gay, I did see a lot of people that I havent seen in a while though. I guess that was cool.

Today I went to my moms and she dyed my hair. Then I cleaned out my car and went and got my neice, went to the car wash and then came back here for a bit. After I took her home I went and got Jess and now we're just chilling waiting for Bobby to come back over to kick it.

Tomarrow i'm going to wake up ryan around like 2. I don't know what else is going on though...

Well i'm outt.

Havent updated this in a while. Theres been a lot of shit going on with moving and what not. I had a party last night for Alyssas bday. It was alright... We drank a little and then played hide and go seek in the woods lol. That was scary!

Today Brittany Wolfe and I went shopping. i got some more new 00g plugs, underwear, and some pants. She got a buncha shit for school. I went tanning and got raelly burnt. But I really needed it. After that we went over to Jerod and Ryans and drank. Brittany drank way too much and is now puking and she puked in my fucking car and i'm reallly pissed about that.

Tomarrow the fair starts. I'm going to wake up ryan aroun 2... so who knows maybe well end up going. Its pretty gay tho.

This weekend my dad is going to FL so i'm having another party. Every1 is invited. I live across the street from Southeast High school. So just come or call me 5245733.

well i'm out..

Today was Ozzfest. Teresa stayed the night last night so we could get up and go. We stayed at my new house. We have like everything moved here almost. But anyways Ozzfest was great. We woke up at 6 and went out to eat and then to ryans and met him and jerod there and then followed them up there. Fucking Lamb Of God rocks my socks. It did rain a lot tho which sucked cuz every1 got really wet. Most of the good bands were on the second stage. And there were some crazy pits. ehh. Twas a good time... my mom and sister went too. I got blazed with them and some random dude and didnt get busted liek a lot of other ppl did. like ERIK. haha... wel it was fun until I went to leave and couldnt find my car for like an hour.

well im tired..

yesterday I hung out with Jackie all day. We went to the mall and mcdonlds and shit. Then she stayed the night.

This morning my dad gave me money and I went school shopping. I got 2 shirts and 2 pairs of pants, some new 00 plugs, lip rings, and a buncha shit from Victorias Secret. I can't wait to go again. After that I took Jackie home and then went and woke up Ryan... hung out with him, Mitch, Scottie, Heath, and Jerod. Got a little fucked up. haha yeahhh.

Me and My dad got the keys to our appmt. 2day so 2marrow Teresas comin to help us move and my dads paying for her Ozzfest ticket which is thursday. I'm pumped about that. Out new appmt. Is sweet, my room is pretty big.

That's all for now..

Yesterday me and April went over to Jerods during the day. Then we left and went back to her house and then later on she took me to Ryans and Me and Ryan went to Lyles party. It was kinda boreing and thre were 32894826 loud niggers lol. It was okay though cuz I got to spend time with my baby. Ryan fought some gay guy at the bonk show cuz he tried to molest him and broke his thumb =( so now he has a huge cast on his arm and I have to do shit for him like light a cigg. haha I feel so bad.

Today I went to Aprils and then we went and picked up Alyssa and her sisters friend and took her sister and her friend to teen night. Then we went to wal mart and then to Jerods and watched a movie... At 11 we went and picked them up and i took them all home and then Brittany called me crying. I know i shouldnt feel bad for her becasue shes stupid but i cant listen to her cry and then be a bitch and hang up. so I guess were cool again... but i doubt its gunna be like it used to be with us...

well i'm done. peace out!

Yesterday Me, Brittany, and Alyssa went and saw Etched In Pain practice at Eriks. Jerod now wanted to hook up with Alyssa. I'm gunna try to hook them up because i fucking can't stand Brittany wolfe anymore and it's be cool for me Ryan, Jerod and Alyssa to all start kickin it. Well we'll see how that goes.

Tomarrow is me and Ryans 1 month! woot woot.. Hopefully we'll hang out. I didn't get to see him 2day :(

So of course some Drama happened on Friday the 13th. So we went to the hood and this is what happened.
-Words by Kayla Miller.

Girlygirl9270163: ok we were in the pit and i pushed him and he fell i wasnt tryin to start shit and he spit in my face
Girlygirl9270163: then all my dudes liek starting pushin him and he ran out
Girlygirl9270163: and i was tyrin to fight him
Girlygirl9270163: but everyone was holdin me back
Girlygirl9270163: and he ran out
Girlygirl9270163: and i couldnt find him
Girlygirl9270163: so he was out side sittne on his truck with that danielle girl...
Girlygirl9270163: abd like all of ravenna went out there
Girlygirl9270163: and steve rubin(jon tawneys bro) goes out and hes like why would u ever spit in a girls face thats so fucked up
Girlygirl9270163: and then erica comes and gets me and shes like he wants to say sorry
Girlygirl9270163: so i go out there and hes like i guess im sorry
Girlygirl9270163: and i was like fuck u dude
Girlygirl9270163: and hes like shake my hand i was liek fuck that dont ever try to shake my hand after u spit in my face thats so fuckin disrespectful u fuckin bitch ya kno i was just goin off
Girlygirl9270163: then danille was like atleast he apoligized and i was like fuck u bitch dont even say shit to me cuz it has nothing to do with u
Girlygirl9270163: and shes like im just sayin dude ....im like if someone spit in ur face and then tried to say sorry u would say the same so fuck u
Girlygirl9270163: and shes like fuck u
Girlygirl9270163: and so i drop all my shit im liek get off that fucking truck cuz im about to beat ur ass
Girlygirl9270163: shes like im not fighting you i was like fuck u bitch get the fuck down
Girlygirl9270163: and i was about to yank her down then vee gets out with a big ass crow bar....and matt whitacre was like hit me bitch...and vee's friend some big ass dude came out og nowhere and punched matt in the face and i run down and punch this dude in he back of the head
Girlygirl9270163: and then like all 25 of us jumped this dude
Girlygirl9270163: and beat his ass
Girlygirl9270163: then the cops came
Girlygirl9270163: and we all ran in

... and a big FUCK YOU goes out to vee...

-Last words by Kayla Miller...
Girlygirl9270163: write this in there.....IF I FIND WHERE U LIVE VEE....IM GOING TO MURDER YOU U FUCKING FIRE CROTCH AFGANY MOTHER FUCKER

...good day.

yesterday morning Brittany and I got up and 6 and went and worked for some guy. He gave us money... lol and then we went to Pondarosa, god there food rocks. I ate so much. Then we went to the mall and did some shopping.

Later on we had a bonfire at my house and Jackie, Josh, Vee, and Joe came over. sooo yeah we decided we wanted to go to taco bell, and on the way there Joe got a flat tired haha. So we we sat on the side of the road for a while and even came and rescued us. I was laying on the top of Joes car the whole time looking at the stars. heh i'm sucha dork.

After fianlly making it back to my house, we got so blazed and then I rode my neices toy car down a hill, and got pretty fucked up lol. It was so fun, my whole body hurts now tho.

Today I went over to Ryans and spent to whole day with him. Tomarrow i'll prolly do the same.

Friday is the 13th. I am going to the Robinhood.. I think Alyssa is comeing with me. She's a cool chick. It shall be fun =).